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1月29日

THE YMCA

 
 
Going to the Y to get in shape
Going to the Y to "deflate"
 
Going to the Y to rock climb
Going to the Y to find peace of mind
 
Going to the Y to sit in a hot tub
Going to the Y to Get rid of my chub!!!
 
Going to the Y to swim like a fish
Going to the Y as my friends guest!
GOT MY WISH!!
 Hot
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9月12日

MY NAME IS CHRIS

 
 
 
 My name is Chris, 
I am three,
my eyes are swollen,
I cannot see,
 I must be stupid
I must be bad,
 What else could have made My daddy so mad? 
I wish I were better,
 I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my mommy
 Would still want to hug me.
 I cant do a wrong 
I cant speak at all,
 Or else i'm locked up All day long. 
When i'm awake i'm all alone
The house is dark My folks aren't home.
 When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice,
 So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight. 
I just heard a car
My daddy is back From Charlie's bar
 I hear him curse
My name is called,
 I press myself Against the wall,
 I try to hide From his evil eyes,
 I'm so afraid now I'm starting to cry,
 He finds me weeping Calls me ugly words,
 He says its my fault He suffers at work.
 He slaps and hits me And yells at me more,
I finally get free And run to the door
 He's already locked it And I start to bawl,
 He takes me and throws me Against the hard wall.
 I fall to the floor.
With my bones nearly broken, And my daddy continues With
more bad words spoken,
 'I'm sorry!', I scream But its now
much to late
His face has been twisted Into a
unimaginable shape
 The hurt and the pain Again and again 
O please God, have mercy! O please let it end!
Andhe finally stops And heads for the door While I lay there
motionless Sprawled on the floor
 My name is Chris, I am three,
 Tonight my daddy Murdered me
 And you can help,
This sickens me to the soul,
If you read this and don't pass it on
 I pray for your forgiveness,
you would have to be One heartless person
 To not be effected By this Poem And because U R effected,
Do something about it!
 So all I ask you to do Is pass this on!
 IF YOU ARE AGAINST CHILD ABUSE! PLEASE COPY AND PASTE
THIS AND PASS IT ON !!  
6月20日

LINK ABOUT DRUGS

 
 
 
 
 
 
just go there ,.. you may be shocked!! FUCKING SICK I SAY
5月17日

STRAWBERRY METH

 
"STRAWBERRY QUICK"
 
Drug Warning - Beware and please inform your children.
PLEASE CHECK OUT THE LINK,.. ALSO AT THE END OF THIS BLOG

http://www.snopes.com/horrors/drugs/candymeth.asp



There is a new form of Crystalized Meth that is targeted at
children.
They

are calling this new form of meth "Strawberry Quick" and it looks
like the
Pop Rocks" candy that sizzle in your mouth. It has a strawberry
scent to it
 (There are also other flavors ... chocolate, peanut butter,
cola,
cherry,grape
and orange.)


Please advise your children, their friends and other children not
to
accept candy from strangers as this is obviously an attempt to
seduce
children into drug use. They also need to be cautious in
accepting
candy
from even friends that may have received it from someone else,
thinking
it
is just candy
.



http://www.snopes.com/horrors/drugs/candymeth.asp


   

3月14日

STRESS

everyone should follow this advice,.. another great one from killer,..thanx woman
 
 
A lecturer, when explaining stress management to an audience, raised a glass of water and asked, "how heavy is this glass of water? " Answers   called out ranged from 20g to 500g.

The lecturer replied, "The absolute weight doesn't matter. It depends on how long you try to hold it.

"If I hold it for a minute, that's not a problem.

If I hold it for an hour, I'll have an ache in my right arm.

If I hold it for a day, you'll have to call an ambulance.

"In each case, it's the same weight, but the longer I hold it, the heavier it becomes. "

He continued, "And that's the way it is with stress management.

"If we carry our burdens all the time, sooner or later,  as the burden becomes increasingly heavy, we won't be able to carry on.

"As with the glass of water, you have to put it down for a while and rest before holding it again. When we're refreshed, we can carry on with the burden. 

"So, before you return home tonight, put the burden of work down.

Don't carry it home; you can pick it up tomorrow.

Whatever burdens you're carrying now, let them down for a moment if you can.

"Relax; pick them up later after you've rested.

Life is short.

Enjoy it!"


And then he shared some ways of dealing with the burdens of life:


* Accept that some days you're the pigeon, and some days you're the statue.


* Always keep your words soft and sweet, just in case you have to eat them.


* Always read stuff that will make you look good if you die in the middle of it.


* Drive carefully. It's not only cars that can be recalled by their Maker.

* If you can't be kind, at least have the decency to be vague.


* If you lend someone $20 and never see that person again, it was probably worth it.


* It may be that your sole purpose in life is simply to serve as a warning to others.


* Never buy a car you can't push.


* Never put both feet in your mouth at the same time, because then you won't have a leg to stand on.


* Nobody cares if you can't dance well. Just get up and dance.

* Since it's the early worm that gets eaten by the bird, sleep late.


* The second mouse gets the cheese.


* When everything's coming your way, you're in the wrong lane.

* Birthdays are good for you. The more you have, the longer you live.

* You may be only one person in the world, but you may also be the world to one person.

* Some mistakes are too much fun to only make once.


We could learn a lot from crayons. Some are sharp, some are pretty and some are dull, Some have weird names , and all are different colors, but they all have to live in the same box .

" A truly happy person is one who can enjoy the scenery on a detour.

Have an awesome day and know that someone has thought about you today. . . . . . . . I did.
2月15日

TRIED BUT WENT MENTAL

 
 
smokeing sucks,... addiction is worse yet,...quitting is hell i think i need a spell
 
 
2月10日

THIS SUCKS

I failed,.. i had a smoke at 12 noon and another one at 2 pm and one just now at 4pm.  but thats it folks,.. im done cause there is no more tobacco.  im so weeek.   well the first one at noon does not count really,.. cause i DID NOT inhale. lol  no im not kidding,.. if bill clinton can use the excuse then so can I  !!!  well anyways,.. if i try to excersise anymore ill die of being tired lol  but im starting to feel nice and strong. I have probably done about 80-100 sit ups and cant count how many jumping jacks maby 50 or so pushups ( not all at once )  I sweat, get the shakes feel angry then sad and want to cry,... this is rough lol   PLEASE KIDS,... IF YOU JUST STARTED SMOKEING OR ARE THINKING ABOUT IT TO BE COOL,.....  QUIT ...DONT DO IT,.. YOUR BODY WILL THANK YOU FOR IT MANY YEARS LATER!!!   besides you dont always die from tobaccoo, some times you just lose a lung   or they will snip out your toung or you could be on an oxygen machine just to breath like my uncle mike (R.I.P) who died from asthma ( aquired from smokeing ) or you could be like my mother who died from lung cancer ( and another kind of cancer) all acuired from smokeing.   FOR  ALL YOU WHO PRAY     PLZ PRAY THAT I CAN QUIT SMOKEING
 
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SMOKERS

Well this is it,... im quitting smokeing.   i had smoked like normal yesterday all the way up untill i went to bed and when i woke up this morning i said to my self   NO MORE!!!   so i went all night ( cause i was sleeping) and now since 7 am.    its almost 9 am and i had a few freak outs,.. did some pushups and sit ups and even got my son to slap my face repeatedly while i told myself " i dont need to smoke, i really dont"  its only been 2 hours with out a smoke and its really freakin hard.  I have been smokeing for 19 years.  and today im a non smoker.
Every time i want to smoke im going to do some form of excersise untill the craveing has passed. I dont want to sub smokeing with food,.. then i would get fat,.. and i want to look killer for my b day at the end of the year not fat.  wish me luck 
 
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9月27日

GOD

Well God,.. thankyou for hearing all of our prayers
She is alive and recovering well,... shes is not climbing heavens stairs
I thankyou for hearing our hearts cry
I thankyou that for the moment,...
None of us are asking "why God Why?"
Bless my sister and her husband
They have some hard times ahead
I hope its something they will not dread
Quality is always better then quantity
But it would be great to have both
Thankyou God for listining to us
And answering our prayers!!!!
Thankyou God,.. She is not climbing your stairs!!!
 
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DEAR GOD

 
Dear God
My stomack is twisting and turnning
My heart is crying and yearning
Please take care of my friend today
For she is to have heart surgery,
It is for her I pray!
Her man is strong and loves her dearly,
To me she is my sister, my family!!
If you decide that its time for her to go
Please God,
Dont let her know our sorrow.
I know that you will walk with her in your hand
Dear God I know you hear me! 
 I know you understand!
I pray for her safe recovery
I pray for her husbands sanity
God keep him strong for her
When she awakes, I know she will be ok
You know whats in our hears
Please dont tear us apart!
 
 
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4月10日

MILLITARY MEN/WOMAN CANADIAN PEACE KEEPERS

EMAIL SENT TO ME BY LEONARD MCAY
 
Subject: Our military men/women
 
 
 
Our military men/women
 
I am sending this on, because it is so true in this and any
other war.
 
The average age of the military man is 19 years. He is a short
haired,tight-muscled kid who, under normal circumstances is
considered by society as half man, half boy. Not yet dry behind
the ears, not old enough to buy a beer, but old enough to die
for his country. He never really cared much for work and he
would rather wax his own car than wash his father's; but he has
never collected unemployment either.
 
He's a recent High School graduate; he was probably an average
student,
 
pursued some form of sport activities, drives a ten year old
jalopy, and has a steady girlfriend that either broke up with
him when he left, or swears to be waiting when he returns from
half a world away.
 
He listens to rock and roll or hip-hop or rap or jazz or swing
and a 155mm howizzitor.
 
He is 10 or 15 pounds lighter now than when he was at home
because he is working or fighting from before dawn to well after
dusk.
 
He has trouble spelling, thus letter writing is a pain for him,
but he can field strip a rifle in 30 seconds and reassemble it
in less time in the dark.
 
He can recite to you the nomenclature of a machine gun or
grenade launcher and use either one effectively if he must.
 
He digs foxholes and latrines and can apply first aid like a
professional.
 
He can march until he is told to stop or stop until he is told
to march.
 
He obeys orders instantly and without hesitation, but he is not
without spirit or individual dignity. He is self-sufficient.
 
He has two sets of fatigues: he washes one and wears the other.
 
He keeps his canteens full and his feet dry.
 
He sometimes forgets to brush his teeth, but never to clean his
rifle.
 
He can cook his own meals, mend his own clothes, and fix his own
hurts.
 
If you're thirsty, he'll share his water with you; if you are
hungry, his food.
 
He'll even split his ammunition with you in the midst of battle
when you runlow.
 
He has learned to use his hands like weapons and weapons like
they were his hands.
 
He can save your life - or take it, because that is his job.
 
He will often do twice the work of a civilian, draw half the pay
and still find ironic humour in it all.
 
He has seen more suffering and death then he should have in his
short lifetime.
 
He has stood atop mountains of dead bodies, and helped to create
them.
 
He has wept in public and in private, for friends who have
fallen in combat and is unashamed.
 
He feels every note of the National Anthem vibrate through his
body while at rigid attention, while tempering the burning
desire to 'square-away' those around him who haven't bothered to
stand, remove their hat, or even stop talking.
 
In an odd twist, day in and day out, far from home, he defends
their right to be disrespectful.
 
Just as did his Father, Grandfather, and Great-grandfather, he
is paying the price for our freedom. Beardless or not, he is not
a boy.
 
He is the Canadian that has kept this country free for over 200
years.
 
He has asked nothing in return, except our friendship and
understanding.
 
Remember him, always, for he has earned our respect and
admiration with his blood.
 
And now we even have woman over there in danger, doing their
part in this tradition of going to War when our nation calls us
to do so.
 
As you go to bed tonight, remember this shot..
 
A short lull, a little shade and a picture of loved ones in
their helmets
 
Prayer wheel for our military... please don't break it. Please
send this on after a short prayer.
 
Prayer Wheel "Lord, hold our troops in your loving hands.
Protect them as they protect us.
 
Bless them and their families for the selfless acts they perform
for us in our time of need. Amen."
 
Prayer :
 
When you receive this, please stop for a moment and say a prayer
for our ground troops in Afghanistan, sailors on ships, and
airmen in the air, and for those in Iraq.
 
There is nothing attached....
 
This can be very powerful.......
 
Of all the gifts you could give a Soldier, Airman, prayer is the
very best one.
 
I can't break this one, sorry This is a ribbon for soldiers .
Pass it on to everyone and pray.
 
 
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3月12日

SHARI TAYLOR

 
This is a blog i wrote upon request. I would have wrote it anyways.
Its for Shari Tayolr, my sister, my friend
 
 
 
 

I was asked to write a poem for all of you to hear

The fact that I am writing this brings to my eye a tear

Kind and beautiful, Loving and unbreakable

The precious memories are unmistakable

Bound by trust

Found by grace

You have brought so much to the human race

I have learned some from your mistakes

You saved me from a few things that would change my face

There are times that I would not have gotten through

I have said it before

I made it because of you

My friend, my sister

You bandage my blister

You held my hand and walked me through

The darkest time I ever knew!

I can say with out a doubt

You’re a deserving person

Why are you filled with such doubt?

God will walk with you in his hand

I know he will show you that things are grand.

We have had some talks about death

It’s hard for me to hear you talk about your last breath.

I could not imagine what you must be feeling,

I’m here for you while you’re still breathing

I’m not to sure if this poem is what you need

I’m here for you, im your friend, im your family indeed!

 

I want to reach out to you

But I don’t know how

I can’t help you

I need to find a way somehow

Consumed with things beyond my power

Im my mouth is a taste that’s sower

I have thought of some words to express

What im feeling,

The panic

The solid distress

Would you believe im left speechless?

I love you my family, my friend

I know you know that but

To me it’s not enough

 

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2月28日

THE FLU

Cold then hot
My Mother always taught,
Me to bundle up.
Winter weather sucks
Wish i could fly south for the winter like the ducks
The flu is hard enought to get through
With out trying to play peek-a-boo
The kids run me ragged
I feel nothing but jadded
Will it ever end?
The routine of life this day?
Just want to crawl under a rock
Let the flu take over and run its course?
I think not!
Just barly moveing,
Forceing my self to keep on groveing
Got to get it done
This is the shits!,... its no fun
 
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2月19日

I HAVE LEARNED

I have had an eye trauma, what happened was this. I was sitting with my babyy in my lap, and she was swinging her hands like babys do,... and WHAM! she stuck her finger in the center of my eye ball and sliced it with her razer like nail!. Well,... it really hurt for about 7 min! it watered constantly which in turn made my other eye water and my nose run. So to be honest when it happened i was blind for a few min. Eventualy i thought i was ok. about 2 hours after it happened i hopped on my pc to chat on line... then my eye started to water and hurt again. It was not the kind of pain you would expect,... it was more like the kinda pain where you want to bang your head off of a wall because it was just so dam irritating!!! I called health links to find out about my injury. They told me to go straight to emerg. I asked them if they were serious and they said yes,.. very serious! Being a person who had never had an eye injury before, i took my time getting there because i did not think it was life threatining, and it was not. However i could have caught an infection in my eye, it would have rotted, and i would have to have had a glass eye ( worse case scinario) (im probably going to spell this wrong but ,..) i had a cornerary obrasion. When her finger hit my eye,. her nail sliced and removed a chunk out of the surface of my eye ball. It was like i had a smudge on my glasses with out wearing any. I ended up haveing an eyepatch for a bit, im still wearing it. I have lost some of my depth perception and i feel sick alot. I will be fine in 1-4 days the doc said.The lesson of this experience you ask? when handling children
Where safety glasses!!!
 
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12月4日

HEY

Hey all,.. looking for a great way to help beat that winter cold??  look for my blog Winterpeg Manisnowba   there is a recipie in there to help you all out 

 

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11月24日

ARG

You say that you are not feeling good,
You must to go out against your will
You make me so mad sometimes, i may have to pop a pill
Im sure that idea would be good, just to make sure i do not kill
The next person that angers me,...
Yeh ill pop a pill....
 
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ANTI-SMOKING

 

My lungs

They are on fire

Every gasp of breath gets harder

Gripping pain through out my chest

Loss of life is growing fast

Pneumonia is closing in

To bad a 'round house kick can’t win

Helpless to save my self

The doc gave me medication from the shelf

Laying there unable to move

Believe me I have nothing to prove

My lungs

They are on fire

Every struggle for breath gets harder

Breathe shallow, So I can stay sane

Life with hard breath, Is not the same

Baseball, Basketball and soccer to

I used to do these things,

How bout you?

Track and Field, Floor hockey and jump rope

To my body they always provided hope

Of being healthy and well for all to see

Never start smoking

It’s taking LIFE from me.

Everyday I kill my self slow

I can’t tell you enough

Smoking is not the way to go!!

It does not look cool

It does not fit in

Now days I think it’s a sin

What can I do with this burning flame?

It will kill me, it’s not a game

 

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8月19日

ADVICE/QUOTES 2

 
 
If your in line behind a very larg man,
Dont trace the out line of the skull on the back of his jaket.
 
If your scared of hights,
Why do you always ask for the window seat on a plane?
 
If you dont want to get hurt,
Wear bubble wrap.
 
If your scared of falling on your ass,
Wear a diaper
 
If you like your life,
Dont touch my bike
 
If you dont like bush
Watch this hour has 22 miniuts
 
If you like to drive fast,
do it in a video game
 
If you like to laugh
Watch red green
 
If you want to live,
Come with me
 
You can do anyting you want,
If your the presedent
 
Life stinks,
If you live on a manure farm
 
Dont bull shit people
They can tell when your lieing
 
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8月18日

ABOUT LIFE

 
 
Bla bla bla,..
I hear all kinds
All i hear is the natter of little minds
I cant help but be horrifide
Of there attitudes, state of mind and pride
What will become of you all
Your only 15
But your 6 ft tall
Youth now a days is in troubble
But,.. thats what our parents thought till we poped there bubble
We,.. as the older croud
Are still babies to our oldest shroud
Ill never forget what its like to be that age
Knowing everything and really fucking brave!!
Please,.. to all who are young
Please be good,.. and hold your toung!
Cause in the peg where i live
If you bark up the worng tree
You may have to give
There are drunks, junkies, hookers and pimps,
Just waiting for you to make your slip.
Dont act like you know it all,
I need to warn you of lifes little downfall
We as a society are hard and ruff
Dont piss us off, 
Cause there are people who belive they truely  ARE tough!
There will always be someone bigger then you
Just remember to hold your ground when some one says BOO!
There is know where to go from here but up
Dont melt your brain into a useless butter cup
For all the babies with babies out there,..
I wish nothing for you,..
Except that your wise enough not to stair
There are people relesed from jail that live here in the peg,..
They would rape you in a second just to prove to there buddies they are pigs.
Its all over the news and tv
Lets be honest,.. the thought scares little ol'me.
Please be wise my fellow winnipegers
Watch where you walk at night
And watch out for the beggers.
They travle in packs and will chase you down
Does'nt that thought make you frown?
You peggers in the core area know what i mean,..
I can say "sniffer",.. cause the animals dont have a pc!
 
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8月17日

ADVICE/QUOTES

 
 
Dont let your mouth write a check
That your body cant cash
 
 
Dont let common sence and the possibility of a
Broken jaw stop ya!
 
Pain,..
Is proof of living
 
If you dont want to get beat by a junkie pimp dealer
Say no to crack
 
There are two ways to get high
#1 Mans way = take a plane
#2 Gods way = smoke dope
Why Gods way is better??
Ever hear of 350 people dyeing because they crashed,.. smoking dope??
 
Dont go jumping out of a plain with out a shoot
 
Dont bite the hand that feeds you
 
You can eat whatever you want
As long as your active
 
You can say whatever you want to your friends
As long as you are being honest and true
 
Whatever you do,.. dont touch the red button
 
Always think, think, think!!
 
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