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1月29日 THE YMCAGoing to the Y to get in shape
Going to the Y to "deflate"
Going to the Y to rock climb
Going to the Y to find peace of mind
Going to the Y to sit in a hot tub
Going to the Y to Get rid of my chub!!!
Going to the Y to swim like a fish
Going to the Y as my friends guest!
GOT MY WISH!!
¤Âñgè£ûs¤ 9月12日 MY NAME IS CHRIS My name is Chris,
I am three,
my eyes are swollen,
I cannot see,
I must be stupid
I must be bad,
What else could have made My daddy so mad?
I wish I were better, I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my mommy
Would still want to hug me.
I cant do a wrong
I cant speak at all, Or else i'm locked up All day long.
When i'm awake i'm all alone The house is dark My folks aren't home.
When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice,
So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight.
I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charlie's bar
I hear him curse
My name is called,
I press myself Against the wall,
I try to hide From his evil eyes,
I'm so afraid now I'm starting to cry,
He finds me weeping Calls me ugly words,
He says its my fault He suffers at work.
He slaps and hits me And yells at me more,
I finally get free And run to the door
He's already locked it And I start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me Against the hard wall.
I fall to the floor.
With my bones nearly broken, And my daddy continues With more bad words spoken, 'I'm sorry!', I scream But its now
much to late His face has been twisted Into a
unimaginable shape The hurt and the pain Again and again
O please God, have mercy! O please let it end! Andhe finally stops And heads for the door While I lay there
motionless Sprawled on the floor My name is Chris, I am three,
Tonight my daddy Murdered me
And you can help,
This sickens me to the soul,
If you read this and don't pass it on
I pray for your forgiveness,
you would have to be One heartless person To not be effected By this Poem And because U R effected,
Do something about it!
So all I ask you to do Is pass this on!
IF YOU ARE AGAINST CHILD ABUSE! PLEASE COPY AND PASTE THIS AND PASS IT ON !! 5月17日 STRAWBERRY METH"STRAWBERRY QUICK"
Drug Warning - Beware and please inform your children.
PLEASE CHECK OUT THE LINK,.. ALSO AT THE END OF THIS BLOG
http://www.snopes.com/horrors/drugs/candymeth.asp 3月14日 STRESS
2月15日 TRIED BUT WENT MENTALsmokeing sucks,... addiction is worse yet,...quitting is hell i think i need a spell
2月10日 THIS SUCKSI failed,.. i had a smoke at 12 noon and another one at 2 pm and one just now at 4pm. but thats it folks,.. im done cause there is no more tobacco. im so weeek. well the first one at noon does not count really,.. cause i DID NOT inhale. lol no im not kidding,.. if bill clinton can use the excuse then so can I !!! well anyways,.. if i try to excersise anymore ill die of being tired lol but im starting to feel nice and strong. I have probably done about 80-100 sit ups and cant count how many jumping jacks maby 50 or so pushups ( not all at once ) I sweat, get the shakes feel angry then sad and want to cry,... this is rough lol PLEASE KIDS,... IF YOU JUST STARTED SMOKEING OR ARE THINKING ABOUT IT TO BE COOL,..... QUIT ...DONT DO IT,.. YOUR BODY WILL THANK YOU FOR IT MANY YEARS LATER!!! besides you dont always die from tobaccoo, some times you just lose a lung or they will snip out your toung or you could be on an oxygen machine just to breath like my uncle mike (R.I.P) who died from asthma ( aquired from smokeing ) or you could be like my mother who died from lung cancer ( and another kind of cancer) all acuired from smokeing. FOR ALL YOU WHO PRAY PLZ PRAY THAT I CAN QUIT SMOKEING
¤Âñgè£ûs¤ SMOKERSWell this is it,... im quitting smokeing. i had smoked like normal yesterday all the way up untill i went to bed and when i woke up this morning i said to my self NO MORE!!! so i went all night ( cause i was sleeping) and now since 7 am. its almost 9 am and i had a few freak outs,.. did some pushups and sit ups and even got my son to slap my face repeatedly while i told myself " i dont need to smoke, i really dont" its only been 2 hours with out a smoke and its really freakin hard. I have been smokeing for 19 years. and today im a non smoker.
Every time i want to smoke im going to do some form of excersise untill the craveing has passed. I dont want to sub smokeing with food,.. then i would get fat,.. and i want to look killer for my b day at the end of the year not fat. wish me luck
¤Âñgè£ûs¤ 9月27日 GODWell God,.. thankyou for hearing all of our prayers
She is alive and recovering well,... shes is not climbing heavens stairs
I thankyou for hearing our hearts cry
I thankyou that for the moment,...
None of us are asking "why God Why?"
Bless my sister and her husband
They have some hard times ahead
I hope its something they will not dread
Quality is always better then quantity
But it would be great to have both
Thankyou God for listining to us
And answering our prayers!!!!
Thankyou God,.. She is not climbing your stairs!!!
¤Âñgè£ûs¤ DEAR GODDear God
My stomack is twisting and turnning
My heart is crying and yearning
Please take care of my friend today
For she is to have heart surgery,
It is for her I pray!
Her man is strong and loves her dearly,
To me she is my sister, my family!!
If you decide that its time for her to go
Please God,
Dont let her know our sorrow.
I know that you will walk with her in your hand
Dear God I know you hear me!
I know you understand!
I pray for her safe recovery
I pray for her husbands sanity
God keep him strong for her
When she awakes, I know she will be ok
You know whats in our hears
Please dont tear us apart!
¤Âñgè£ûs¤ 4月10日 MILLITARY MEN/WOMAN CANADIAN PEACE KEEPERSEMAIL SENT TO ME BY LEONARD MCAY
Subject: Our military men/women
3月12日 SHARI TAYLORThis is a blog i wrote upon request. I would have wrote it anyways.
Its for Shari Tayolr, my sister, my friend
I was asked to write a poem for all of you to hear The fact that I am writing this brings to my eye a tear Kind and beautiful, Loving and unbreakable The precious memories are unmistakable Bound by trust Found by grace You have brought so much to the human race I have learned some from your mistakes You saved me from a few things that would change my face There are times that I would not have gotten through I have said it before I made it because of you My friend, my sister You bandage my blister You held my hand and walked me through The darkest time I ever knew! I can say with out a doubt You’re a deserving person Why are you filled with such doubt? God will walk with you in his hand I know he will show you that things are grand. We have had some talks about death It’s hard for me to hear you talk about your last breath. I could not imagine what you must be feeling, I’m here for you while you’re still breathing I’m not to sure if this poem is what you need I’m here for you, im your friend, im your family indeed!
I want to reach out to you But I don’t know how I can’t help you I need to find a way somehow Consumed with things beyond my power Im my mouth is a taste that’s sower I have thought of some words to express What im feeling, The panic The solid distress Would you believe im left speechless? I love you my family, my friend I know you know that but To me it’s not enough
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2月28日 THE FLUCold then hot
My Mother always taught,
Me to bundle up.
Winter weather sucks
Wish i could fly south for the winter like the ducks
The flu is hard enought to get through
With out trying to play peek-a-boo
The kids run me ragged
I feel nothing but jadded
Will it ever end?
The routine of life this day?
Just want to crawl under a rock
Let the flu take over and run its course?
I think not!
Just barly moveing,
Forceing my self to keep on groveing
Got to get it done
This is the shits!,... its no fun
¤Âñgè£ûs¤ 2月19日 I HAVE LEARNEDI have had an eye trauma, what happened was this. I was sitting with my babyy in my lap, and she was swinging her hands like babys do,... and WHAM! she stuck her finger in the center of my eye ball and sliced it with her razer like nail!. Well,... it really hurt for about 7 min! it watered constantly which in turn made my other eye water and my nose run. So to be honest when it happened i was blind for a few min. Eventualy i thought i was ok. about 2 hours after it happened i hopped on my pc to chat on line... then my eye started to water and hurt again. It was not the kind of pain you would expect,... it was more like the kinda pain where you want to bang your head off of a wall because it was just so dam irritating!!! I called health links to find out about my injury. They told me to go straight to emerg. I asked them if they were serious and they said yes,.. very serious! Being a person who had never had an eye injury before, i took my time getting there because i did not think it was life threatining, and it was not. However i could have caught an infection in my eye, it would have rotted, and i would have to have had a glass eye ( worse case scinario) (im probably going to spell this wrong but ,..) i had a cornerary obrasion. When her finger hit my eye,. her nail sliced and removed a chunk out of the surface of my eye ball. It was like i had a smudge on my glasses with out wearing any. I ended up haveing an eyepatch for a bit, im still wearing it. I have lost some of my depth perception and i feel sick alot. I will be fine in 1-4 days the doc said.The lesson of this experience you ask? when handling children
Where safety glasses!!!
¤Âñgè£ûs¤ 12月4日 HEYHey all,.. looking for a great way to help beat that winter cold?? look for my blog Winterpeg Manisnowba there is a recipie in there to help you all out
¤Âñgè£ûs¤ 11月24日 ARG
ANTI-SMOKINGMy lungs They are on fire Every gasp of breath gets harder Gripping pain through out my chest Loss of life is growing fast Pneumonia is closing in To bad a 'round house kick can’t win Helpless to save my self The doc gave me medication from the shelf Laying there unable to move Believe me I have nothing to prove My lungs They are on fire Every struggle for breath gets harder Breathe shallow, So I can stay sane Life with hard breath, Is not the same Baseball, Basketball and soccer to I used to do these things, How bout you? Track and Field, Floor hockey and jump rope To my body they always provided hope Of being healthy and well for all to see Never start smoking It’s taking LIFE from me. Everyday I kill my self slow I can’t tell you enough Smoking is not the way to go!! It does not look cool It does not fit in Now days I think it’s a sin What can I do with this burning flame? It will kill me, it’s not a game
8月19日 ADVICE/QUOTES 2If your in line behind a very larg man,
Dont trace the out line of the skull on the back of his jaket.
If your scared of hights,
Why do you always ask for the window seat on a plane?
If you dont want to get hurt,
Wear bubble wrap.
If your scared of falling on your ass,
Wear a diaper
If you like your life,
Dont touch my bike
If you dont like bush
Watch this hour has 22 miniuts
If you like to drive fast,
do it in a video game
If you like to laugh
Watch red green
If you want to live,
Come with me
You can do anyting you want,
If your the presedent
Life stinks,
If you live on a manure farm
Dont bull shit people
They can tell when your lieing
¤Âñgè£ûs¤ 8月18日 ABOUT LIFEBla bla bla,..
I hear all kinds
All i hear is the natter of little minds
I cant help but be horrifide
Of there attitudes, state of mind and pride
What will become of you all
Your only 15
But your 6 ft tall
Youth now a days is in troubble
But,.. thats what our parents thought till we poped there bubble
We,.. as the older croud
Are still babies to our oldest shroud
Ill never forget what its like to be that age
Knowing everything and really fucking brave!!
Please,.. to all who are young
Please be good,.. and hold your toung!
Cause in the peg where i live
If you bark up the worng tree
You may have to give
There are drunks, junkies, hookers and pimps,
Just waiting for you to make your slip.
Dont act like you know it all,
I need to warn you of lifes little downfall
We as a society are hard and ruff
Dont piss us off,
Cause there are people who belive they truely ARE tough!
There will always be someone bigger then you
Just remember to hold your ground when some one says BOO!
There is know where to go from here but up
Dont melt your brain into a useless butter cup
For all the babies with babies out there,..
I wish nothing for you,..
Except that your wise enough not to stair
There are people relesed from jail that live here in the peg,..
They would rape you in a second just to prove to there buddies they are pigs.
Its all over the news and tv
Lets be honest,.. the thought scares little ol'me.
Please be wise my fellow winnipegers
Watch where you walk at night
And watch out for the beggers.
They travle in packs and will chase you down
Does'nt that thought make you frown?
You peggers in the core area know what i mean,..
I can say "sniffer",.. cause the animals dont have a pc!
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8月17日 ADVICE/QUOTESDont let your mouth write a check
That your body cant cash
Dont let common sence and the possibility of a
Broken jaw stop ya!
Pain,..
Is proof of living
If you dont want to get beat by a junkie pimp dealer
Say no to crack
There are two ways to get high
#1 Mans way = take a plane
#2 Gods way = smoke dope
Why Gods way is better??
Ever hear of 350 people dyeing because they crashed,.. smoking dope??
Dont go jumping out of a plain with out a shoot
Dont bite the hand that feeds you
You can eat whatever you want
As long as your active
You can say whatever you want to your friends
As long as you are being honest and true
Whatever you do,.. dont touch the red button
Always think, think, think!!
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